Bitterness, it can overwhelm you. Not letting go is a terrible distraction. I just keep telling myself to take my time. I don't want to slow down and everything feels different. I wish I could sleep, but being awake is more relaxing.
Today I realized that its impossible to cram two and a half centuries worth of Early Modern English conflict, violence, religion, and politics into six hours of studying. Why people go to the quiet section of the library to have conversations about getting busted for drug dealing is beyond me. Why aren't these people in jail? Irrelevant. Why are these people at my table, at my library, at my University? How do they find me? Sometimes I wish I could travel back in time, but I'm sure people would annoy me just as much.
With the bad comes the good, almost always. One exam is separating me from my degree, its the home stretch and I can't wait! Look out world, here I come.
-C
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